drama
Whoa. I really haven't been here. Bet you thought I died. There was actually a rumor, but nope, I'm still alive. Sorry to disappoint you. :)
But anyways, maybe it's good I couldn't update here, because you probably don't even want to know me anymore. Since June 30 (my last update) I have:
overdosed on heroin (this is where the Shane is Dead rumor came in, I guess), been arrested for possession of heroin, had a court date, and have been ordered by the court to attend narcotics anonymous meetings. I've decided also to pledge myself to living a drug and alcohol free life. Watch me. I bet you'll say, yeah give him two weeks. But I've never been more serious.
Also, Cyd is a complete mess because Nansi/Katherine attempted suicide a couple weeks ago. They found her in the bathroom, her wrists slashed with a razor, blood all over the place, and she had taken some pills. So she was in the psych ward for awhile but she's out now and Cyd has suddenly pledged his undying love for her. Al she does is sit in her room and listen to classical music all day with the curtains drawn and the lights turned off. It's funny, because in Nansi's note, she said he was the reason.
Surprisingly... my band is still together. Sort of. Although (obviously) our productivity and efforts at making a record have been seriously derailed.
I can say it all, talk about these seemingly horrible things that happened to me real nonchalant and like a shopping list because this is my life. My life has been messed up since I was born; what else did I really expect?
But anyways, maybe it's good I couldn't update here, because you probably don't even want to know me anymore. Since June 30 (my last update) I have:
overdosed on heroin (this is where the Shane is Dead rumor came in, I guess), been arrested for possession of heroin, had a court date, and have been ordered by the court to attend narcotics anonymous meetings. I've decided also to pledge myself to living a drug and alcohol free life. Watch me. I bet you'll say, yeah give him two weeks. But I've never been more serious.
Also, Cyd is a complete mess because Nansi/Katherine attempted suicide a couple weeks ago. They found her in the bathroom, her wrists slashed with a razor, blood all over the place, and she had taken some pills. So she was in the psych ward for awhile but she's out now and Cyd has suddenly pledged his undying love for her. Al she does is sit in her room and listen to classical music all day with the curtains drawn and the lights turned off. It's funny, because in Nansi's note, she said he was the reason.
Surprisingly... my band is still together. Sort of. Although (obviously) our productivity and efforts at making a record have been seriously derailed.
I can say it all, talk about these seemingly horrible things that happened to me real nonchalant and like a shopping list because this is my life. My life has been messed up since I was born; what else did I really expect?