when...
When is high school going to finally end?? I am so ready and this last four and a half weeks is going to drag...drag...drag. Today was Senior Panorama and in three weeks is prom. I feel like it should be over...but it is not coming soon enough.
To top off the fact that i want out of high school i realized that people that i think are my friends dont even give a shit about me or our relationship. If you tell me that you dont think that we are going to be friends after we graduate then why should i put ANY effort in right now? Why also would i continue to put a strong effort to get our friendship back to what it used to be when someone else is just sitting there being totally fake to me and not telling me anything important that is happening in her life?
whatever...fuck high school...fuck it all.
i want to get out...i want to start college..i want to move out...i want to have a new start. i want to be able to make new friends...and everything...i am fucking sick of the shit that my life has been so far.
To top off the fact that i want out of high school i realized that people that i think are my friends dont even give a shit about me or our relationship. If you tell me that you dont think that we are going to be friends after we graduate then why should i put ANY effort in right now? Why also would i continue to put a strong effort to get our friendship back to what it used to be when someone else is just sitting there being totally fake to me and not telling me anything important that is happening in her life?
whatever...fuck high school...fuck it all.
i want to get out...i want to start college..i want to move out...i want to have a new start. i want to be able to make new friends...and everything...i am fucking sick of the shit that my life has been so far.