hey

[shaneathon]

well i cant believe it i have 28 more days until i will be in L.A. CALIFORNIA i cant wait kayla is coming with me i love her so much best friends are awesome seriously. my life is a total rollercoaster. one day u are soo happy with life with love with everything then the next thing everything falls apart but i am learning to move forward and live day by day because thats how u have to do it. school takes up most of my time but i like it i love all the girls. there is the group called the itas lol i am one of them its so funny because all my friends names are kimita sarita and markita so they put me in it and now i am shaneita lol its awesome lol this sounds racist but i dont really hang out with the white girls lol except for liek megans friends which are so nice and this girl named nikki is f-in hilarious. i did acrylics today which was not bad for my first time i think. i like doing them though it keeps u busy and makes time go by fast. i want to get married just thought i would put that put there. i want to in the next 3 years if not earlier i know i am crazy but i never talk to anyone i miss everyone i feel alone sometimes someone call me lol :) before i leave read the words to this song and see if they relate to u
I was so unique
Now I feel skin deep
I count on the make-up to cover it all
Crying myself to sleep cause I
cannot keep their attention
I thought I could be strong
But it's killing me

Does someone hear my cry?
I'm dying for new life

[Chorus]
I want to be beautiful
Make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart,
and be amazed
I want to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
Just want to be worthy of love
And beautiful

Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me
Fighting to make the mirror happy
Trying to find whatever is missing
Won't you help me back to glory

[Chorus]

You make me beautiful
You make me stand in awe
You step inside my heart, and I am amazed
I love to hear You say
Who I am is quite enough
You make me worthy of love and beautiful