just want to curl up in a ball and cry

[shandril]

but can't since I'm at work and have to be all happy cheery phone support.
I can't handle calls right now
at least the boss is being understanding

damnit I'm too young to make these kind of decisions

they want my uterus.
at least she said after i'm done having kids, but I just barely know that I want them
and not now
not ready for kids
not ready for this
not ready