May 08, 2004 13:27
Might wish her Happy Mother's Day over IM. That seems the safest. No hearing the voice that makes me crawl deep inside and find all of my flaws. Less chance of guilt-tripping.
Last night I found a box of stuff that showed how much she tried to help me with my education. Amazingly supportive. It made me sad that all I associate with her are memories of abuse, insanity, and failure to protect me from even worse than her...