alrighty.
ok....so pretty much i haven't updated because a LOT of shit has been going on. like the worst stuff ever.
my dad was being all gay about 2 bad grades on my report card. the thing he doesn't recognize is that i've pulled them up and the rest of my grades are good. WHAT THE HELL. but whatever. we talked for like, 3 hours on saturday. i told him what i thought of everything. EVERYTHING. some things i haven't even told him in my entire life. but he actually listened. it was good.
but yeah it's sucked. like, with nick killing himself and all. and i was like, the last person to hang out with him. and i didn't even know anything. so i feel all sad about it. i mean, how can you just go and kill yourself? things get bad, i know...and i've actually TRIED to kill myself, but i just can't do it. how can you actually do it?
and then someone stole $100 out of my bank account. AWESOME. like, i got a bank account so that WOULDN'T happen. amazing. and it's right before prom. good thing clayton is amazing and gave me then money to order my shoes. god i love him to the end of my little head. yesterday was our 4 month. it feels like WAYYYY longer. ok. i think i'm done.
my dad was being all gay about 2 bad grades on my report card. the thing he doesn't recognize is that i've pulled them up and the rest of my grades are good. WHAT THE HELL. but whatever. we talked for like, 3 hours on saturday. i told him what i thought of everything. EVERYTHING. some things i haven't even told him in my entire life. but he actually listened. it was good.
but yeah it's sucked. like, with nick killing himself and all. and i was like, the last person to hang out with him. and i didn't even know anything. so i feel all sad about it. i mean, how can you just go and kill yourself? things get bad, i know...and i've actually TRIED to kill myself, but i just can't do it. how can you actually do it?
and then someone stole $100 out of my bank account. AWESOME. like, i got a bank account so that WOULDN'T happen. amazing. and it's right before prom. good thing clayton is amazing and gave me then money to order my shoes. god i love him to the end of my little head. yesterday was our 4 month. it feels like WAYYYY longer. ok. i think i'm done.