I feel so lost

Sep 19, 2006 22:41

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care,
She said
You don't know me, you don't wear my chains...

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care,
She said
You don't know me, you don't wear my chains...

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice...
Boston... where no one knows my name...

All I've ever wanted to do to my life is start over. But every time I try it's the same in the end. I say tomorrow's a new day yet I fall into the same ruts. I let down my barriers for a night or for one person but then they go right back up. I make one phone call and then not the other ten. I start the conversation I need to have but dance around the subject. I listen to others but never do the talking. I go out of my way to make everyone happy and and let them know I care but I don't take care of the person who needs it most- me. I just want to run away and force myself to start over but the past always catches up to me. Where can I go that will give me that chance. What can I do to make sure I give myself that chance?
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