Jul 14, 2005 14:35
Woopie! I'm back in the FLA and have been so for about two weeks. It's good to be in familar surroundings. However living in NC has made me realize how rude us Floridians can be. Go figure. So things are pretty chill right now. Just trying to check out all the places I used to visit on occassion and see some peps. I've been slacking but I'm gonna try to step it up next week.
FYI there isnt a single planet smoothie in Ft. Lauderdale. That sucks.
So what do you do when you find yourself watching something that you thought would last a long time crumble after only a couple of years. It kind of brings up those negative thoughts of nothing good lasts forever again no matter how hard to try to stay positive about it. How do you make someone feel better about something when it seems like your constant rambling of things will workout may not come true. Especially when you can see how crushed they are. Then again they only are one side and you've tried your best to not go into details. How do you stay out of something that means so much to you when you aren't involved in it. Even if you know that stepping in won't help the situation any.
Blah, human emotions are way too complicated for me to deal with. I should just become a hermit.