May 29, 2021 06:28
16 years ago, I created this account for the purpose of healing my spirit.
I was emotionally and mentally affected by my topsy-turvy relationship with
my then boyfriend.
Being young made me vulnerable to depression and anxiety and I must have
written or shared things that I would normally not do if I were okay.
I thought of deleting this account 12 years ago because of
how embarrassed I was on the things that I wrote before.
But I knew that my older self would read all my posts someday so
I just made this account inactive.
I am happier and more content now.
It is true that time heals all wounds.
In as much as I forgave the person who hurt me the most,
I learned to forgive myself, too for being too vulnerable.
I may or may not share my life again on LJ.
But one thing is sure, I would visit my old posts to remind myself
that indeed, time flies and people change for the better.
~Shan