Why must I watch depressing romantic flicks???
So I just got done watching "When Harry Met Sally." Good movie with a lot of interesting points made that made me think. First of all, I feel like a loser because I don't have a significant other, and feel the need to hold on to high school crushes lol. Sometimes I get in these very reflective moods where seriously a hundred thoughts go through my mind..some about random stuff, others about important things like the future. I find myself worrying about the future constantly. I know that can be bad because I'm supposed to live for the moment at least in college. But I still find myself daydreaming off into my own little world. I think about the rest of my college years, my future career, where I should live, who I am gonna marry, what my life will be like, and even about kids and family. I might be weird for that, but I can't help what goes through my brain. I know guys can be a lot trouble expecially immature college guys. But after watching this damn movie, I really just want someone. Someone to talk with, someone to do stuff with, and someone to just chill with. I don't want to lower my standards because we all know what happened last time I did that. And I am definitely trying to stay away from that word "desperate". Maybe I should just stop watching these kinds of movies...cuz now I'm gonna just dwell on it. My roommate and I were venting about how neither of us have ever had a real New Year's kiss or a real Valentine. I'm freakin 18 years old. Maybe things will change this year, but I am sure as hell not getting my hopes up. Yea, I'm definitely in a depressive state right now, but don't worry I'll bounce back in no time. I just wish I could find me someone who is decent...I ain't asking for perfect or "that special one". Just someone who is nice, funny, and good to me for the time being. A friend's dad told me that movie reminded him of me. I kind of sort of understand why...but I wish my life would end up like that lol. Much Love!
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