It's been awhile ...
Well ... I just slept for the past six hours and now I can't get back to sleep ... so I thought I'd update since I haven't in like a month! I don't remember what all has been happening ... I'll just ramble as I think of things to write about.
Yesterday morning was the decorating party at work. There was supposed to be a bunch of people there, but there ended up being only me, Jamie, Josh, Jason, and Victoria. It was still a good time. We drove all around places buying Christmas decorations and stuff to decorate the theatre with. We now have a tree and the box offices and concessions counter have wrapping paper around them. It's pretty!!! I made little stockings for all the staff out of bristol board too and today we put them up, above concessions. I like them, they're cute!!! The theatre is all pretty for Christmas!! :)
Things with me and Raymond are still going really well!! :) We had a little fight last week over some stuff ... but things are all good again, and I spent the whole weekend with him pretty much!! Whenever I wasn't working I was with him!! He's such a dear ... I really do love him very muchly!! :) It's nice to have one person in my life who actually cares about me and he makes me very happy!! And I know this is going to last ... I don't know how I know, but I know ... it's just one of those things you can't explain ... I'm just so glad I met him ... I don't know what I'd do without him!! :)
Wednesday I spent the day in Halifax. More than five hours in the hospital. That was really wonderful! I hate having heart murmur, I wish it would just go away!!! Then I wouldn't have to go the the hospital every year and waste a whole day sitting in the waiting room!!! I was there from 9:30 in the morning until almost 3:00 in the afternoon!!! It was horrible!! It was never that bad before. But that's only because I had to go to a different hospital than usual. For my whole life I went to the IWK Children's Hospital ... but because I'm 18 and technically and adult now, I have to go to the other one, and it's filled with old people, and old people aways have heart problems, so I have to wait forever to actually get in. It's greatly irritating!! But when we finally got to leave we went shopping so I guess that made up for the crappy morning. I got a whole bunch of Christmas stuff. It was surprisingly a good time. I wish my parents would spend time with me other times ... because they wanted to, not because they had to. That day they had to because of the appointment. Otherwise they would never have been spending time with me. It's really kinda sad. I miss the days when they actually cared. But that was a long time ago ... they haven't cared about me in ages now. I just live here, it's not like I'm wanted.
We had to pass in our grad profiles the other day too ... me, Amanda, and Anna all wrote each others. That was weird too ... you would think that it would make sense to have the people you've been friends with your whole life to write your grad profile, but it felt strange because we haven't been real close since the summer. Oh well. My parents wrote one too ... and it's supposed to be a time for your parents to let you know they care, and that they're proud of you. I was expecting to have that. I was looking forward to finally having something to show that they cared about me. But of couse, it was nothing like what I had expected. They didn't say anything that let me know they cared. All they said was to remember these days and all the people I met along the way. I should have expected that, because as I said before, they haven't cared about me in a long time. I just live here, it's not like I'm wanted.
I'm not in advanced english anymore. I just didn't feel as though I could do it anymore. I miss a lot of school and because I don't talk to any of the people in my class to get the work I miss, I miss an awful lot. So I decided to move to the regular class. It will be a lot better for me, because I actually talk to the people in that class. The people in the advanced class are people I haven't been friends with since we were all in elementary school!! The really young grades too!! So it's awkward, and I don't like it. Plus, I don't need to be in advanced english anyways, because I'm not aiming to be an english teacher anymore. Regular english will do just fine because I'm only going to go to the Community College here in town and taking Business Administration. Then for the second year I'm moving to Truro, so that I can work at the theatre out there, and I'm going to do the Management Concentration part of the course. Raymond is going to come with me too as far as I know. That's my plan for the next few years of my life. Hopefully it actually works out. I won't count on it though.
Yeah so that's pretty much everything that's been happening ... I'm going to try and sleep again now because I have nothing to do. I wish Raymond would call ... but I know he's not going to because I was talking to him earlier and he's at his friend Liam's house ... so he's not going to call anymore tonight! Oh well ... I'm going to go to bed!!! Nighty Night!!! :)