Oct 14, 2003 00:51
-getting many mixed signals....but i definately get the hint. i really like him. when he says he doesn't want a relationship i understand. but when he gets mad that i don't want to kiss him....its because kissing him is like being in a relationship. i don't think he knows how much i really do want to kiss but we really shouldn't. the first week after he told me that he didn't want one it was cool. we were friends and a little flirty but nothing more. now its just weird between us and he ignores me like he hates me. i will just stay away because i feel that is all he wants.
-only a week and a half left at family video. piece of crap job with the mole girl who talks crap about me behind my back. can't wait to be all done, i'll actually have a weekend off soon.
-i have decided that tuesdays are my favorite day. i don't have class until 2:00. i actually like my classes, all 3 of them. I sometimes run into brent and eat lunch with him. he's a guy in my blr class and he's gorgeous and nice. what a combo!
-it seems like everyone up here is turning into alcoholics. it's kind of sad and scary. i don't like to see friends like that. there are some people that i have talked to sober only a few times. that's so horrible.