Jul 09, 2008 01:27
Hey, my lovelies. Sorry for the lack of communication. The Famile was in town, and we know what that means - life gets turned upside-down and all that was known becomes unknown and I basically curl up into the foetal position for a week afterwards.
That makes it sound like a negative thing, which is totally unfair - I really enjoyed having them. It was just really stressful.
Now that they're gone and I can take stock of things, I realise how much has been stirred up in me. Nice long-dormant feelings have bubbled to the surface and I feel completely incapable of dealing with them. Basically, they all boil down to one thing: I need a brother. A full-time brother, not a semi-occasional brother who gives platitudes and never actually reveals anything. I got glimpses of this lad last week, but only that. Poor Sean was so nervous and I think that he was trying so hard to impress me and everyone he met....
But I want him back. SOOOOOO badly. How can I force him to emigrate, d'ya reckon?
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