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3 weeks into the semester and I already feel terribly behind.
I have no idea how I'm going to get all of my shit done. I spend 18 hours a day with a baby who is only mostly happy when she's being held, and still manages to be pretty fussy for me when I'm home alone. Then I try to make sure my husband gets some sleep, which ends up costing me more sleep??? She sleeps while I'm at my class MWF so she's wide awake and fussy when I'm home alone after derrick goes to work. I have a math test next Monday that I am nowhere near ready to take and I have a speech I need to film tonight that is worth 75 points. Derrick promised me he would help me get it done before I went to class today, and he didn't. My SIL had Aurelia for about 4 hours yesterday and after I showered I ended up sleeping almost the whole time she was gone. My MIL was supposed to take her for an hour tonight but after I waited fucking 2 hours for her to call me, she apparently decided she would rather do it tomorrow. I'm ready to rip my hair out at this point.