Realities of Life
I can't sleep, so I thought that would try to work out some of my issues instead. I have been thinking about Kris and Steffen and the weird insane thought that my little sister is engaged and will soon be Mrs. Guy. No longer a Lowy. Then she will start having childern and I just can't seem to wrap my head around that thought. It just seems to bizarre. Not like I never thought that she would be engaged, but that my little sister engaged. It's like saying that the Pope has declared that Jews are now the new Catholics or something. It could happen, but never in my lifetime.
Then once I tell myself that won't happen for some time and that it is silly to sit and think about that because nothing will change for a while and even then, Kris will still be Kris. Not some weird version of Kris that wants to suck out our brains or, perhaps, use me in a attempt to conquer the worlds cheese population. (sorry, very tired, brain needs sleep)
I start thinking about September. I mean, I love the fact that I am finally moving on with my life and out of Mom's house, I've never lived anywhere else. True, I did stay at Grandma's house for long periods of time, but that was never home. I spent the time thinking about coming back here. Now I am leaving. I am leaving my kittie behind and moving away to a new place with Stephen. I have never lived on my own before and i am getting a little bit scared. What happens if it doesn't work out with us? What if I get homesick?
I already miss being here with my kitties and "hairless" dog. Stupid Kim, stop being so dramatic. Stop channeling Kathy. (by the way, Kath, the kidlets told me last week that I was "boring" because I didn't have enough drama in my life, like you (direct quote, not just from me) I had to promise that I would get more drama in my life in two weeks, so do you have any hints on how to do that? )
Anyhow, I'm off to go read a scary story and maybe sleep. but you know the old saying, "sleep is for the wicked". Off I go to think wicked thoughts or at least pretend too.
Then once I tell myself that won't happen for some time and that it is silly to sit and think about that because nothing will change for a while and even then, Kris will still be Kris. Not some weird version of Kris that wants to suck out our brains or, perhaps, use me in a attempt to conquer the worlds cheese population. (sorry, very tired, brain needs sleep)
I start thinking about September. I mean, I love the fact that I am finally moving on with my life and out of Mom's house, I've never lived anywhere else. True, I did stay at Grandma's house for long periods of time, but that was never home. I spent the time thinking about coming back here. Now I am leaving. I am leaving my kittie behind and moving away to a new place with Stephen. I have never lived on my own before and i am getting a little bit scared. What happens if it doesn't work out with us? What if I get homesick?
I already miss being here with my kitties and "hairless" dog. Stupid Kim, stop being so dramatic. Stop channeling Kathy. (by the way, Kath, the kidlets told me last week that I was "boring" because I didn't have enough drama in my life, like you (direct quote, not just from me) I had to promise that I would get more drama in my life in two weeks, so do you have any hints on how to do that? )
Anyhow, I'm off to go read a scary story and maybe sleep. but you know the old saying, "sleep is for the wicked". Off I go to think wicked thoughts or at least pretend too.