tired...
Holy crap.. I was a little late again here today. I gotta get used to waking up at 4:30. I didn't get here today until 6. ;_; I don't know when I'm getting a new job, but I'm thinking I would want it to be soon, I don't really mind waking up early, it's just not something I'm used to, especially that early. It's bad when I feel like I'm sleeping in a drill weekend. But the 3 day weekend thing, makes the week go by faster for the most part.
ARGG like 4 hours later..
I had to go out to Chesapeake off of Battlefield to drop off some CPR stuff. I got to get intimate with a freaky looking one, that had eyes and eyelids OMG so scary. I had to do the heimlich maneuver on it, and do a jaw thrust to check the mouth, and as I push the jaw down the eyes opened a little. 0_0 I was so freaked out. >_<
It's not too bad being here, even though it's freezing outside, but mostly I've been doing paperwork stuff, so that's not to bad. Aside from filling up the generator occasionally, I haven't been outside too much since it's been cold. I think though, after having to fuel the generator so much, I'm going to have a permanent diesel smell on me. Diesel stinks, very strong. Even the supply lady said I smelled like strong diesel. I think I'm getting too used to it though.
ARRG I was just thinking, I've been slacking on my FF7 game. I got to a point where I can just breed Chocobos and chill. I was so depressed when Aeris died, even though I knew it was going to happen. ;_; Then they put Cloud in a coma right after that, I was like WTF now there's nothing to live for!!! Then stupid depressing meteor music on the world map. DAMN SEPHIROTH!
I'm not too excited about the Chocobos because I'm almost caught up with Danni in the game, but she's already got 2 blue and 1 green chocobo and she's about to get a black one. So it's not even a contest. I'm still trying to max out their stats with those expensive ass greens. I've already spent like 200k gil on greens. Mostly I'm trying to boost, my Great female chocobo Kylie, and my Good male chocobo Hyde. The other two guys are getting neglected, Kiriya and Mario. Mario's definitely getting neglected cuz I didn't even like that name. I didn't want another male, but whatever. I was addicted to trying to catch them, I wanted a wonderful one, so I went to Icicle Inn but kept getting poor ones. I must've caught like 17 but only kept 4.
I haven't been able to play much, but I think I'll start back up when I get the chance. Of course Jason feels neglected when I ditch him for Chocobos, so I have to be careful. In between playing that and watching Harry Potter, I'm a little busy in my Jason-free time. I'm catching up on the Harry Potter movies. What can I say, the 4th movie got me interested. I might even read the books. I don't know what I'm saying!! >_< Man I just can't fathom being a potterhead. But I'm not going to down the books and the movies just because they're popular, like some people do. I do reserve the right to make snarky remarks about potterheads though. XD I'm watching the 2nd one now, which I actually saw in the theater 3 years ago when Billy made me go, but being 3 years ago, I'm refreshing myself. I'm kinda mad I cried over Cedric though, now that I know he only showed up then, but if Harry and them weren't so fucking nutso over it, I wouldn't have.
ARRG 2 hours later.
I went to lunch. I went by the exchange with a few people and bought Xmas cards. I think I have most of the addresses on file from the wedding. I bought a beenie yesterday that was charcoal gray and found out it wasn't regulation and had to get a black one issued to me. I still like the charcoal grey though. Ha I spelled grey two different ways in the same paragraph. Damn words that can be spelled differently. I think I may be seeing Memoirs of Geisha with mom and Danni this Saturday.
I still have no access to internet at the house, so I can't check my yahoo email. I haven't been able to check it for like 2 weeks. Renewal for my shana_the_conqueror email and my livejournal account will be coming up soon, so that's 30 bucks. I haven't been able to check out my myspace either. I need to change it around. I'm not too worried about that because it's sorta gotten out of hand with an old friend of mine from Corpus. I hadn't talked to her for like 6 years, and we hadn't been best friends since like 8th grade. But all of a sudden she finds me on myspace and I'm her best friend all over again. Which isn't too bad, except for the fact that when we talked, especially in the first month, all she would do is complain about her kids, her babies daddy, her mom, her boyfriend, the fact that she's still an illegal alien, STILL. Which is not bad, except for the fact that we would spend very little time talking about what was going on with me, and not to be an ass, but there's a lot of shit going on in my life, a lot of shit that I'm trying to do more than just complain about, I don't understand how we can be such great friends when all we do is talk about you. Then she comments on my page so many times in a row, saying she made me #1 in her top 8, and like I didn't even put her in my top 8, so what does she want me to say. It's just unnecessary drama waiting to happen. Not to mention she's joked around about coming up here with her kids to live with me. Howabout no. She doesn't even have a job. Her baby's daddy, a guy I could've told her back in 9th grade she should've never slept with, much less get impregnated by TWICE, doesn't pay child support. She should've known that because he got another girl, while we were still in 9th grade, pregnant and never paid child support. She had to sue.
It's just crazy the kind of ruts people can get in. I don't like how she thinks that just because I'm not in her position that I'm supposed to save her. I'm not Captain Save a Ho. lol Too much late night HBO for me.
I'm in a big Laruku mood right now. If you're into Jpop you should check out some of the songs off of the SMILE album. At first I thought it sucked, until I bought the DVD of the concert they did here and a few songs grew on me. Like Coming Closer, and of course the song I sang for karaoke at neko, Lover Boy. It made me listen to some of the songs I got a hella long time ago that I never listened to. Yes it is possible for me to absolutely love a band, own their songs and CDs and never listen to them. I'm just totally wacked in that way. I'm not what you would call a "true fan".
Bah I should probably quit updating this, my supervisor already caught me once, then proceeded to ask me about online journals.. he came in right behind me and read the first lines. "Oh crap I was late this morning etc... " That was definitely not one of my finer moments..
ARGG like 4 hours later..
I had to go out to Chesapeake off of Battlefield to drop off some CPR stuff. I got to get intimate with a freaky looking one, that had eyes and eyelids OMG so scary. I had to do the heimlich maneuver on it, and do a jaw thrust to check the mouth, and as I push the jaw down the eyes opened a little. 0_0 I was so freaked out. >_<
It's not too bad being here, even though it's freezing outside, but mostly I've been doing paperwork stuff, so that's not to bad. Aside from filling up the generator occasionally, I haven't been outside too much since it's been cold. I think though, after having to fuel the generator so much, I'm going to have a permanent diesel smell on me. Diesel stinks, very strong. Even the supply lady said I smelled like strong diesel. I think I'm getting too used to it though.
ARRG I was just thinking, I've been slacking on my FF7 game. I got to a point where I can just breed Chocobos and chill. I was so depressed when Aeris died, even though I knew it was going to happen. ;_; Then they put Cloud in a coma right after that, I was like WTF now there's nothing to live for!!! Then stupid depressing meteor music on the world map. DAMN SEPHIROTH!
I'm not too excited about the Chocobos because I'm almost caught up with Danni in the game, but she's already got 2 blue and 1 green chocobo and she's about to get a black one. So it's not even a contest. I'm still trying to max out their stats with those expensive ass greens. I've already spent like 200k gil on greens. Mostly I'm trying to boost, my Great female chocobo Kylie, and my Good male chocobo Hyde. The other two guys are getting neglected, Kiriya and Mario. Mario's definitely getting neglected cuz I didn't even like that name. I didn't want another male, but whatever. I was addicted to trying to catch them, I wanted a wonderful one, so I went to Icicle Inn but kept getting poor ones. I must've caught like 17 but only kept 4.
I haven't been able to play much, but I think I'll start back up when I get the chance. Of course Jason feels neglected when I ditch him for Chocobos, so I have to be careful. In between playing that and watching Harry Potter, I'm a little busy in my Jason-free time. I'm catching up on the Harry Potter movies. What can I say, the 4th movie got me interested. I might even read the books. I don't know what I'm saying!! >_< Man I just can't fathom being a potterhead. But I'm not going to down the books and the movies just because they're popular, like some people do. I do reserve the right to make snarky remarks about potterheads though. XD I'm watching the 2nd one now, which I actually saw in the theater 3 years ago when Billy made me go, but being 3 years ago, I'm refreshing myself. I'm kinda mad I cried over Cedric though, now that I know he only showed up then, but if Harry and them weren't so fucking nutso over it, I wouldn't have.
ARRG 2 hours later.
I went to lunch. I went by the exchange with a few people and bought Xmas cards. I think I have most of the addresses on file from the wedding. I bought a beenie yesterday that was charcoal gray and found out it wasn't regulation and had to get a black one issued to me. I still like the charcoal grey though. Ha I spelled grey two different ways in the same paragraph. Damn words that can be spelled differently. I think I may be seeing Memoirs of Geisha with mom and Danni this Saturday.
I still have no access to internet at the house, so I can't check my yahoo email. I haven't been able to check it for like 2 weeks. Renewal for my shana_the_conqueror email and my livejournal account will be coming up soon, so that's 30 bucks. I haven't been able to check out my myspace either. I need to change it around. I'm not too worried about that because it's sorta gotten out of hand with an old friend of mine from Corpus. I hadn't talked to her for like 6 years, and we hadn't been best friends since like 8th grade. But all of a sudden she finds me on myspace and I'm her best friend all over again. Which isn't too bad, except for the fact that when we talked, especially in the first month, all she would do is complain about her kids, her babies daddy, her mom, her boyfriend, the fact that she's still an illegal alien, STILL. Which is not bad, except for the fact that we would spend very little time talking about what was going on with me, and not to be an ass, but there's a lot of shit going on in my life, a lot of shit that I'm trying to do more than just complain about, I don't understand how we can be such great friends when all we do is talk about you. Then she comments on my page so many times in a row, saying she made me #1 in her top 8, and like I didn't even put her in my top 8, so what does she want me to say. It's just unnecessary drama waiting to happen. Not to mention she's joked around about coming up here with her kids to live with me. Howabout no. She doesn't even have a job. Her baby's daddy, a guy I could've told her back in 9th grade she should've never slept with, much less get impregnated by TWICE, doesn't pay child support. She should've known that because he got another girl, while we were still in 9th grade, pregnant and never paid child support. She had to sue.
It's just crazy the kind of ruts people can get in. I don't like how she thinks that just because I'm not in her position that I'm supposed to save her. I'm not Captain Save a Ho. lol Too much late night HBO for me.
I'm in a big Laruku mood right now. If you're into Jpop you should check out some of the songs off of the SMILE album. At first I thought it sucked, until I bought the DVD of the concert they did here and a few songs grew on me. Like Coming Closer, and of course the song I sang for karaoke at neko, Lover Boy. It made me listen to some of the songs I got a hella long time ago that I never listened to. Yes it is possible for me to absolutely love a band, own their songs and CDs and never listen to them. I'm just totally wacked in that way. I'm not what you would call a "true fan".
Bah I should probably quit updating this, my supervisor already caught me once, then proceeded to ask me about online journals.. he came in right behind me and read the first lines. "Oh crap I was late this morning etc... " That was definitely not one of my finer moments..