Jul 03, 2005 14:10
alrite.. its 2:11 and i just want to go back to sleep.
i think i have mono or sometrhing bcuz all i want to do lately is sleep.
went to utopia on fri w/ shan, jp, and kelly.
it was mad fun.
got so fucked up.
was excited.
i absolutly hate life right now. i cannot stand anyone rite now, and people just mainly piss me off. lyke srsly i just want to get out of lp and idk do something with myself. i cant stand fucking ppl anymore. ppl are so fucking rude and ibnoxious and shady and ahhh. lyke my used to be best friends dont care about me and have not hung out once this summer yet. oh yea thats real great friends. when i ask them to do shit, they have plans or just do not hangout. i mean what the fuck did i do to get treated like this. srsly ppl just dont treat ppl that way and i cannot stand it anymore. yea ok as im writing this im starting to cry. what the shit... i do not need to be treated like this anymore. what did i do to deserve this..
plz kill me.