the fault is my own ...

[shan13]

why couldnt i have done this, why couldnt i have done that ? why did i do that? why do i act so unbeivably selfish ? why do i realize things to late? why do i make all the wrong decisions at all the wrong times? why do the thoughts in my head make sense and then once there out id like nothing more then to just put them back becuz i really how stupid i am? .....i want to break away frum who i am and change everything

my eyes feel swollen ...