just fade

Aug 13, 2004 10:40

soooo yea got back wednesday ...that was a good time ...but happy to be back..but also at the same time im not..i love hanging out with my friends and shit ..its just like back to my life back to reality and everything i have to deal with ....friendships broken in a way...school coming up ...thinking about sat's and all that kinda shit ..and also i want a fucking bf ...but who knows ....i cant wait to get started on our list of things to do before summer is over ......im not looking forward to school starting....but im realizing im really happy to have all you guys...you know who you are ...iv always just had lauren ..or like one other girl i hang out with the most ...and im so glad that im friends with all of you now cuz we have so much fun haha .....

sooooooo last night ...sara k me kathleen ..and mo all went out to dinner..macaroni grill ..not good ..way to expensive...

then to pets mart so me and mo could look at lizards ....trying to find some that DONT eat crickets .. i dont think there are ne though haha

then to the cowboy store...dont know wtf its called ..cute guy ...kathleen and i walking over...him running away ... damn were to ugly ...

sara and i went to get clothes to sleep in ..went back to mo's, taylor and brian were there

followed taylor over to the spot ...ummmmm dont really talk to ne one there ..yea we were bored so we decided to leave

we drove around ...7/11...bookoo ..WHOA ..oo this stuff doesnt even work ..ummm yea sure long term..most def long term

we went home like at 12 and then taylor came over and we beat his ass ..hella funny ...then he left we all talked and talked and talked ...he came back and fell asleep so we were like whatever...and we talked literally till 7 in the fucking morning non stop...such fucking girls ...me and kathleen had a fight ...wow we both got so serious ...all together HELLA funny night though

got like two hours of sleep..taylor left at like 730 am then me and sara had to go ..i had to be home early cuz i had a doctors appointment to go get fitted for my knee brace ...come home ...diana...my sister is suppose to take me and she was not here .......soooooooo flaky ...sooo my dad came all the way home from work and then luckly before we were to far i called and said we'd be late and they said we had to make another appointment ...at least we didnt get all the way there ...sooooooo o well

today i have practice ...gymnastics...i fucking love that place...if ne one read kathleens post a few days ago..so true...whenever we go we have so much fun even though were working so hard it almost makes you wanna cry sumtimes ..when i go i forget about everything ...everything seems so perfect and happy i dont know ..i love it and i love being around everyone on the team...iv never been on a team that is as close as our whole varsity team is... the FREAKS ! ...haha

practice EVERYDAY now ..cept sunday and monday ...between gym and soccer ...seems like its gonna suck ..but i like going to both soo he whatever...

...yea i think im gonna be sleeping all day since i got no sleep last night and that will be it

this post was a lot longer then i was planned

.............................................................................................doesnt feel right at all ...together we've built a wall ....lying here ....thoughts choking...you my dear...holding hands we'll fall ......................................................................when im around you i dont feel together ............................

...yea i know the song ..is umm questionable but cant help it sum songs explain things all to well
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