weddings...
well today i had to go to two weddings. that was crazy so i only went to one. I saw norah and Marco their and i got so pissed. i also saw Adam this guy i have liked since like forever but he left beofre i could talk to him.
I had a dream with joel again which is weird cuz i haven't had one since before i started dating him. So i decided i would finally after all this time get some closure for myself and went onto joels webpage for the first time since the last time i saw him. I decided that i would look if he posted on my birthday which he did and he had this thing like a saw you want me to respond and i will so i put write me back Shamady on it but i don't think he will notice but i kind of wanna know what he has to say. Just my curious nature i guess.
So i hung out with Molly tonight that was fun we talked and i told her about kent and she just laughed and said it was funny. We are getting along and its great its like back to normal...almost. We might watch the unfortunate events movie together tomorrow if we are both not busy.
So anyways I am so annoyed that all my friends are getting married and even the people that don't like me too like Anna Price. GRRRR.... So anyways i don't know if i should write about what the Joel dream was it wasn't really all that bad all the ones I have had. I really don't even know why he shows up in them anyways. It kind of like he is out of place watching me and i am the only one who can see him. and for some reason it brings me back to reality. (this is the most i have written about my ex in a long time) HIs aunt got me Phantom of the Opera on DVD it is so good.
So i have decided that i can't use kent anymore. even though he called me a hoe. he got all mad cuz i don't want him anywhere between my legs. NEVER so gross me and molly talked about how gross kent would kiss. He is nice and i am finally starting to feel bad.
Anyways so me and molly got home from our exciting car ride and i see this shadow in the light i thought it was a dog and it was Josh Madison waiting for me to take him out with marcus and go pick up stock from fry's. First of all not only are they 15 it is dangerous, also i can get in troble with their parents and if a cop would have pulled me over i would have been screwed. then it got weird when we stopped at a LDS church cuz they were suppossed to hang out with these girls and they never did, so they took their shirts off and ran around the building. And then i had to show them what spooning was cuz they thought it was something that it wasn't making it seem dirtier that it is. Not that it is dirty at all really. So i told them and them i took josh home and stock, marcus, and i watched sailor moon til about a half and hour ago.
So here i am listening to sailor moon techno. :) I love sailor moon so much. ^.^ kawaii anyways i can't sleep so i am gonna go for a drive.
Laters,
Shamady ^.~
I had a dream with joel again which is weird cuz i haven't had one since before i started dating him. So i decided i would finally after all this time get some closure for myself and went onto joels webpage for the first time since the last time i saw him. I decided that i would look if he posted on my birthday which he did and he had this thing like a saw you want me to respond and i will so i put write me back Shamady on it but i don't think he will notice but i kind of wanna know what he has to say. Just my curious nature i guess.
So i hung out with Molly tonight that was fun we talked and i told her about kent and she just laughed and said it was funny. We are getting along and its great its like back to normal...almost. We might watch the unfortunate events movie together tomorrow if we are both not busy.
So anyways I am so annoyed that all my friends are getting married and even the people that don't like me too like Anna Price. GRRRR.... So anyways i don't know if i should write about what the Joel dream was it wasn't really all that bad all the ones I have had. I really don't even know why he shows up in them anyways. It kind of like he is out of place watching me and i am the only one who can see him. and for some reason it brings me back to reality. (this is the most i have written about my ex in a long time) HIs aunt got me Phantom of the Opera on DVD it is so good.
So i have decided that i can't use kent anymore. even though he called me a hoe. he got all mad cuz i don't want him anywhere between my legs. NEVER so gross me and molly talked about how gross kent would kiss. He is nice and i am finally starting to feel bad.
Anyways so me and molly got home from our exciting car ride and i see this shadow in the light i thought it was a dog and it was Josh Madison waiting for me to take him out with marcus and go pick up stock from fry's. First of all not only are they 15 it is dangerous, also i can get in troble with their parents and if a cop would have pulled me over i would have been screwed. then it got weird when we stopped at a LDS church cuz they were suppossed to hang out with these girls and they never did, so they took their shirts off and ran around the building. And then i had to show them what spooning was cuz they thought it was something that it wasn't making it seem dirtier that it is. Not that it is dirty at all really. So i told them and them i took josh home and stock, marcus, and i watched sailor moon til about a half and hour ago.
So here i am listening to sailor moon techno. :) I love sailor moon so much. ^.^ kawaii anyways i can't sleep so i am gonna go for a drive.
Laters,
Shamady ^.~