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So now I'm grounded. I really don't care though, since I don't have much of a social life anyway. And why exactly, would I be grounded? It's because at the chiropracter somehow my lack of a job was brought up. It doesn't cheer me up to know that Alex from chess club managed to get a job at McDonalds. He's not even fucking 16! Yet somehow I'm unable to get a job at even a fucking McDonalds. I apparently embaressed my dad when I complained about what a failure I am, and he kept on responding with how teenagers have the highest unemployment rate. Fuck that! Potheads, retards, and kids who can't even pass high school in four years have jobs but I don't.
For that reason I see no point in going into drama club next year. Fuck working for hours for no more than a feeling of accomplishment. There's people who don't do shit--namely the potheads and kids who can't pass highschool--at their jobs and get paid each week. Last I checked, that's not exactly fair. Should I just finally give up in school alltogether and spend each day lying in front of the television and smoking pot. Because clearly such people have it better.
Well, I'm soon going to turn in another application. As usual, I can expect nothing more than being let down.
For that reason I see no point in going into drama club next year. Fuck working for hours for no more than a feeling of accomplishment. There's people who don't do shit--namely the potheads and kids who can't pass highschool--at their jobs and get paid each week. Last I checked, that's not exactly fair. Should I just finally give up in school alltogether and spend each day lying in front of the television and smoking pot. Because clearly such people have it better.
Well, I'm soon going to turn in another application. As usual, I can expect nothing more than being let down.