Dec 23, 2013 20:59
The water vapor from my mouth collected on my scarf and covered it with ice crystals.
My eyes were in agony.
This was fortunately on the last leg of my journey an hour ago. I'm out of money on my card and I've still one more gift to buy. I think I'll last second look for a cheaper gift or something...
I was quite busy and distracted with life so that shopping was largely on the backburner.
I'm still too cowardly to admit my feelings towards her. I can't tell if she has a similar inclement (of liking me) or not. Either way, I'm glad she accidentally stole my book. It allowed me to visit her in the morning. Honestly, I could do without the book right now. I'm a little Canterburied-out*. Ah, the fact that I was awake before 6 just to see her for a minute or two.
I talk fast and grow easily flustered.
Now she will be out of touch for a while. She will be busy, and I will sorely miss her.
I can't quite understand how the heart is as powerful as it is, that the passing thought of a person can elicit a sigh, or that so many moments of distraction should be devoted to her.
I promise to admit to you as soon as you can when we meet in person again. This meekness needs to me suppressed already!
This day was long. The access to food is fairly limited. The bachelor-mindset of my father is scary at times. If there is a can of tuna and some peanut-butter the house is apparently well stocked.
I have eggs now, so at least there's that.
My immune system has been shit for the past few months. I'm always on the verge of something.
At the mall there were moments where my limbs grew weak and the urge to sleep would overcome me. I may not have slept an excessive amount, but I had my coffee.
I'm not sure if I've become more aware of my distracted state or if I've become more distracted.
The weariness... I really need more vegetables. It's mostly been protein and complex carbs for me as of late.
Of course, the cold also gets into the brain.
You should know by now, reader--I think little of walking two miles. Three is not too bad, but it should be important.
Four better be some vital stuff.
And yet I'm exhausted. I bussed a large portion of this trip for once, and ate some Five Guys.
It tasted amazing as always, but I could really sense how much I could use a salad about now.
And all this disgusting holiday food ahead.
I know I'm a decadent, but even bacon has lost a certain appeal. Unless we're talking Boar's Head, it's probably chock full of nitrates and maybe things far worse.
I could grow algae in some bacon I bet...
And yet I think I will go for some yellow rice about now. It's better than nothing I suppose.
I'd like to take a shower, but I would also like to collapse into my bed.
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1. Let's just show some passing acceptance for this neologism. I promise not to use it much.
algae,
obsessions,
food,
walking,
winter,
jogging