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so i havent been on this mofo in ages,
i mean i talk to all of you often enough to know
whats going on in your lives.
but today i need to vent.
(yes, its sad that this is the only place i have to do so).
but fuck my roomate, seriously.
he keeps saying that i dont like him as much as i used to.
which is partically true but mostly not.
its just that i dont want to deal with his bullshit anymore.
like seriously how lazy and unmotivated are you. i'm not your fucking mom.
GROW UP! YOUR 25!! DO SOMETHING FOR YOURSELF.
but i mean on the plus side.. i only have to deal with it for another
SIX FUCKING MONTHS.
loosing my mind a bit here guys. like maybe if in the past two years
chris washed some dishes, or made an effort to help me clean i'd be a little happier.
i'd think i'd be more okay with, considering i'm going to school to help children,
but most of them are 5...not fucking 25. and i just dont know how to change things.
we've been doing this "we're just friends" thing for too long. i really need a friend now.
and becca bless your soul, you made my day a million times better. but fuck i have no patience left. i'm at the end of the line....and normally i'd be like its okay megan, just go smoke one and you'll relax. but how depressing is it to constantly be smoking a doob by yourself everytime. i mean i have friends that i blaze with but its just...lost its fun these days.
when it comes down to it everything is fine. chris isnt the douchbag i often make him out to be. he does things for me all the time (well...he buys me dinner).
and i know i'm just hardcore pmsing. but still. i need a belmont man.
i mean i talk to all of you often enough to know
whats going on in your lives.
but today i need to vent.
(yes, its sad that this is the only place i have to do so).
but fuck my roomate, seriously.
he keeps saying that i dont like him as much as i used to.
which is partically true but mostly not.
its just that i dont want to deal with his bullshit anymore.
like seriously how lazy and unmotivated are you. i'm not your fucking mom.
GROW UP! YOUR 25!! DO SOMETHING FOR YOURSELF.
but i mean on the plus side.. i only have to deal with it for another
SIX FUCKING MONTHS.
loosing my mind a bit here guys. like maybe if in the past two years
chris washed some dishes, or made an effort to help me clean i'd be a little happier.
i'd think i'd be more okay with, considering i'm going to school to help children,
but most of them are 5...not fucking 25. and i just dont know how to change things.
we've been doing this "we're just friends" thing for too long. i really need a friend now.
and becca bless your soul, you made my day a million times better. but fuck i have no patience left. i'm at the end of the line....and normally i'd be like its okay megan, just go smoke one and you'll relax. but how depressing is it to constantly be smoking a doob by yourself everytime. i mean i have friends that i blaze with but its just...lost its fun these days.
when it comes down to it everything is fine. chris isnt the douchbag i often make him out to be. he does things for me all the time (well...he buys me dinner).
and i know i'm just hardcore pmsing. but still. i need a belmont man.