this isnt gonna be a happy update
weeellll yesterday and some of today i've felt like shit for hmmm numerous reasons but whatEVA im over it. I hate that people walk all over me because honestly i dont think i deserve it, but what i hate even more is that i let them do it and im really forgiving and i think thats a problem because people will use me and know i will forgive them ahhh well theres not too many good fair nice genuine people left in the world so i guess theres no bitching because life is a bitch and im just rollin with the punches...other than that tonight at joes CRACK (joes crab shack...half the sign burnt out) was fun with my polar bear cabin it was funny and i am happy with my gift!... ummmm i just took a quiz and i got this "You're riding through some rough road these days, but this relationship isn't necessarily a lost cause. If you're both willing to do the work, you could get past this tough time." oh riiiight because its that easy. relationships are hard and im thinkin i aint stable enough to have one 'cause once you go through depression things change and i cry and get sad soooo easily eh whatEVA WE PUT UP LIGHTS got a tree and even have door decorations that makes me so happy but its my first year to have a fake tree :( im feelin sick to so pray for me bye guys God bless and hope everyones havin a good break