Medication Of Nightmares
Day two of Medication. Last night I took an ambien because I couldnt sleep, I woke up 1.5 hours later. Took 3 more amibiens... stayed awake for a couple more hours, and last time I looked at the clock it said 630, so I guess i fell asleep a little after, but only till 715 for when my alarm was set for.
Sluggish and aggravated in the morning. Took a cymbalta, and almost imedietly I felt different.. Way different. I pepped up, a lil shakey scared but peped up. All day i was like on crack.
I swear its 4:43 the next am and I just got sleepy and thats only because i took 2 ambiens and smoked some weed. These pill are really making me wired beyond anything. I don't know if maybe caffeinne could stimulate the drugs but i only had the SMALLEST bit of coffee today, about 1/4 cup. I'm so retarded from being so crazy. I think i havta tell the doctor. My speech was even ultra fast, it was like i was a robot. Bad memories where coming in, and being like SHOT down with some internal force. I feel wierd and i dunno if it's good or bad.