Articulation
I cannot properly articulate myself recently. I cannot say what I want to say, nor do I know what I want to say. Every word I speak comes out wrong. Every sound I vocalize is wrong. I can no longer converse properly. I can't say anything. I can't write out how I feel without fearing that it will be a lie. Even all of this is wrong. It's shallow and insubstantial. I'm afraid that if I say "I feel inconsequential" or "I get angry sometimes" or "I love you" or "I'm leaving", I will be misrepresenting myself somehow. There must be some other way to communicate. There must be some other way to understand. I am drifting.