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And so it's always times like this that I actually turn to Livejournal. For no reason, really.. Other than I need to talk. Not about anything, really. Actually, nothing at all. I just have a somewhat overall feeling of loneliness at the moment. I went on AIM, which I really haven't done in over a month, I believe, and I talked to Sarah for a while, but the conversation sort of just.. Ended, because I let it end, and so, trying to avoid an awful awkward moment, said I should go. And now I go to Livejournal. It seems like Explosions in the Sky is always playing when I do so. Or at least some other stupid band that "Makes you think". And I always need more sleep than I did in the last entry, yet I'm staying up and writing in LIVEJOURNAL rather than going to sleep.
I know the reason why, as well. I have homework to do, and this is all elaborately linked to my avoidance of doing it.
It seems all I do lately is play Pokemon and watch Miyazaki films. Most of which I fall asleep during when I don't want to, and I end up finishing the next day, when I don't think I'll fall asleep. Sleep is a far too large part of my life, whether it be that I do it too much, or I don't do it enough. I almost never get it right, though. That's just too tough a feat to accomplish, I guess.
Work is boring. It gives me money that I spend on food when I'm out. Other than that, it just takes up days during which I could sleep all day. The fact that I'm actually receiving homework again really doesn't help much.
I was ready to go to sleep at around 11:30 yesterday.
But then I went downstairs and ended up Pokemon battling. I lost. Psh.
I got to sleep around 3 or 3:30.
I don't think I believe in God anymore. It's kind of sad. If there is a God, that Christian God everyone always talks about, he or she won't mind if I don't completely believe in.. him or her. Because I'm a good person, anyway. So.. Fuck that....
I should fucking go.
:/
Why'd I start this anyway?
I know the reason why, as well. I have homework to do, and this is all elaborately linked to my avoidance of doing it.
It seems all I do lately is play Pokemon and watch Miyazaki films. Most of which I fall asleep during when I don't want to, and I end up finishing the next day, when I don't think I'll fall asleep. Sleep is a far too large part of my life, whether it be that I do it too much, or I don't do it enough. I almost never get it right, though. That's just too tough a feat to accomplish, I guess.
Work is boring. It gives me money that I spend on food when I'm out. Other than that, it just takes up days during which I could sleep all day. The fact that I'm actually receiving homework again really doesn't help much.
I was ready to go to sleep at around 11:30 yesterday.
But then I went downstairs and ended up Pokemon battling. I lost. Psh.
I got to sleep around 3 or 3:30.
I don't think I believe in God anymore. It's kind of sad. If there is a God, that Christian God everyone always talks about, he or she won't mind if I don't completely believe in.. him or her. Because I'm a good person, anyway. So.. Fuck that....
I should fucking go.
:/
Why'd I start this anyway?