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my life is going nowhere, and no one is to blame, except myself. I am so depressed about everything, and it seems that no one cares, or if I do talk about it, I get the anwser of get a full time job with benefits, or go to school, working part time doesn't cut it Elyssa. Yes, I know, but I don't know what to do. I said I was going to take a year off to save up some money, and try to get things on tract. Well I have been out of school for almost 7months and right now I have about fifty dollars to my name. I should have applied to colleges, I barley even looked at any. I am pathetic. This is stupid, I don't even know why I am updating it... but it's not like I really have anyone to turn to and talk to. I am really starting to hate my life.