Oct 30, 2010 10:19
I am having...unusual sensations. I don't mean this in any sexual or romantic way. I suppose I'll call them feelings. I "feel" a certain way about a situation, and it's not my usual response to situations of this nature. I'm very, very confused. I must contemplate and poke it with a stick. I'm not used to feeling a certain way and not knowing why or where it came from, or what the hell it means. It is a categorical 180 from my usual response.
I am used to rational and expected results. A certain thing happens, and you know what your response is, how you'll react. I feel...odd. I don't understand at all.