Apr 20, 2009 23:07
Lately I have not been able to force myself to go to bed until I am so tired I can't keep my eyes open. I miss my husband and I hate going to sleep without him. I'm finding it really difficult to be alone all day, and it is triggering my depression. I am so hoping that either one of us can find a different job soon so he can stop working graveyard and our lives can go back to (relatively) normal.
On a happier note, I got some cute pictures of Bug today, as well as a video of him crawling. He has gotten fast! He's getting so close to walking now, and I think it is mostly a coordination issue as he can stand with just the lightest touch from me and walk while holding my hands. I'm sure he will be walking by summer though.
Oh, and Bug is such a good baby. When I ask him to do something (like not pulling my DVDs off the shelf or to come get some yum yums), he actually listens! Sometimes he will give me a pathetic pouty face, but he actually listens. I know it won't last, especially when he starts to assert his independence more, but it's really cool for now.