Wow...DId I Just Say That??

Aug 07, 2005 19:00

I Never Thought I Would Say This But I Want School So Bad!! The Last 2 Weeks Have Been The Worst Ever.. I Wish I Could Start Summer Over..No No lets Go Back To About The Middle Of May.. Things I Would Change..

1.Not Being With Kyle EVERY SINGLE DAY! Thats No Exageration, We We Were Together EVERDAY From The Middle Of May Up Until 2 Weeks Ago.
2.GO Back To Spending Way More Time With My Girls..Cuz Ive Hardly Seen Any Of Them, and I Know Its My Fault Because I Know Everyone Was Mad At Me For Being With Kyle All The Time.

Up Until 2 Weeks Everything Was Great... Everything Was Going Good With Both Of My Parents I Was Out With Kyle All The Time Having Fun.. and Finally Its like OK Were Together Everyday This is Pathetic I Mean The Boy has a Drawer IN My Dresser, I Do His Laundry Hes Stayed The Night He Would Come over At 7am and Go Back To SLeep Here and We'd Be Together Til 1-2 In The Morning.. Honestly It Was Sickening.. So We Stopped Hanging Out Everyday and Ever Since Then..Everythings Beeng Going Wrong.. I Lose My Wallet After Going Out To Dinner With Jasmine Dan and Megan which had my Debit Card and My Six Flags Season Pass..Can You Say Oops?? No The Word Is FUCK!!! So Then I Dont Here From HIm For Like... 4 Days i Was Like Ok What Ever!! SO Then He Finally Stops By TO PICK UP HIS TAIL PIPE! i Was Like Yup Fuck You Take it And Leave. So I Didnt HEre From him for another 2 Days Then Jen and I Went TO his WOrk... Then We Went Go Carting Had Lots of Fun.. He Dropped Me Off Said Some Things Pissed Me Off I Slammed The Door In His Face, Then Called Him Half an hour Later and Ended UP Hanging Up On Him.. So Then Friday He Calls Me Tells Me Somethings and i Had a Major Breakdown, I Started Crying On The Phone and He was Like Ill Be At Your House In 5 Minutes, Well I Swear It was Less... So He Sat With Me Why I Cried For 2 Hours and i Told him I Wished I Hated Him and Then He Got Mad Cuz He Couldnt Believe I Would Say That.. It was A Really Bad Night... Anyone Wanna Take a Guess On Why He Stopped Calling Me For Days At A Time?? Yup Gotta New Girlfriend, I Was Like Im Gonna Lose My Best Friend Thats Why i Got So Upset and He Came Over.. So he Promised Nothing Would Change But Come on?? He Came Over The Next Day Long Enough TO watch a Movie Shower and Leave Me His Dirty Cloths.. Psh... So We Went To The Fair Wednesday Night It Was Ok.. Hes Gone IN Florida Til Friday So i Wont Even Talk To him Til Probly Saturday..

Thursday Went TO The Fair WIth Jasmine Megan Dan and Richie and Met up With Zach Sonya and Curtis, It was a good Times, We went in the haunted house megan and jasmine were freaking out lol, Then Went TO the Fair For The Third Time Last Night With Hunter,LIttle Hunter, and My mom and Met up with Tyler andn Lisa they had the baby with them! aahh ilove her shes so cute! She understands portugese its so cool, she had a popsicle and lisa said give in portugese and she like through the popsicle at her it was so cute lol

So the rest of my summer will hopefully start getting better, megan gets her license in a week so we'll hopefuly be hanging out more, and ill be working, but i still want school to start

Wow This Entry Was Lengthy But Only Cuz I Dont Update This Often..Thanks For Reading and Feel Free To Leave Comments About My Fucked Up Life.. I Want School and I want Everything To Be Normal Again.

Oh Yeah. I Start Working At TBird On Tuesday.
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