My Medication Runs My Life
Mind racing and unable to control thoughts and processes of the mind.
Panic attacks worsening.
Hot surges running through body.
Horrible nightmares.
Obsessive thoughts. (Going to lose it and kill somebody)
Just can't seem to feel any more.
Absolutely emotionless.
Physically numb.
Lost all taste of food.
Severe dizziness. Felt like going to pass out or lose control.
Feel disconnected. Really drugged out most of the time.
Heart palpitations and tightness in the head.
Flashes of memories and images from the past. (Uncontrollable)
Drugs have taken personal identity away
Unable to function like a normal human being.
Completely lost grip and hate to go out and be around people.
Don't even feel comfortable with family.
Feeling like it will never end.
Urge to jump out of a fast moving car.
Feeling like I need to take life to end all of this.
Extreme head pain.
Not sure will ever be your old self again.
A feeling of unreality.
Convinced of having some rare and fatal disease.
Bleeding from the nose, heavily.
Nausea.
Feeling like electrical current is running up and down spine.
Memory loss.
Manic/depressive episodes.
Hating people, do not want to be around people anymore.
Inner restlessness.
Can hardly stand to look at anything anymore.
Very aggressive dreams, dream of having battles with people from past.
Dramatic weight loss.
Excessive or "fake" happiness.
Feeling like an incomplete person.
Extremely paranoid.
Being very rude and short tempered.
Severe mood swings, angry most of the time and violent.
Flash anger, verbal aggression and uncontrolled bouts of swearing.
Self mutilation.
Cutting self.
Uncontrollable bouts of anger during which I can't even talk to anyone.
Totally overreacting to different situations.
Changing my mind every minute.
IM FUCKING MISERABLE!
--MaRsHa
Panic attacks worsening.
Hot surges running through body.
Horrible nightmares.
Obsessive thoughts. (Going to lose it and kill somebody)
Just can't seem to feel any more.
Absolutely emotionless.
Physically numb.
Lost all taste of food.
Severe dizziness. Felt like going to pass out or lose control.
Feel disconnected. Really drugged out most of the time.
Heart palpitations and tightness in the head.
Flashes of memories and images from the past. (Uncontrollable)
Drugs have taken personal identity away
Unable to function like a normal human being.
Completely lost grip and hate to go out and be around people.
Don't even feel comfortable with family.
Feeling like it will never end.
Urge to jump out of a fast moving car.
Feeling like I need to take life to end all of this.
Extreme head pain.
Not sure will ever be your old self again.
A feeling of unreality.
Convinced of having some rare and fatal disease.
Bleeding from the nose, heavily.
Nausea.
Feeling like electrical current is running up and down spine.
Memory loss.
Manic/depressive episodes.
Hating people, do not want to be around people anymore.
Inner restlessness.
Can hardly stand to look at anything anymore.
Very aggressive dreams, dream of having battles with people from past.
Dramatic weight loss.
Excessive or "fake" happiness.
Feeling like an incomplete person.
Extremely paranoid.
Being very rude and short tempered.
Severe mood swings, angry most of the time and violent.
Flash anger, verbal aggression and uncontrolled bouts of swearing.
Self mutilation.
Cutting self.
Uncontrollable bouts of anger during which I can't even talk to anyone.
Totally overreacting to different situations.
Changing my mind every minute.
IM FUCKING MISERABLE!
--MaRsHa