an update on ian's summer life.
so, there have been a few, if not several, changes that have come about so far in my summer life.
i will try and keep this as short as possible.. hooray!
V, <3, & :]
-ian
i will try and keep this as short as possible.. hooray!
- The summer started off pretty shitty. I felt my depression hit right around then, and the unmotivated feeling that was brought on, along with the realization that the friends i have made did not really like me, per'se. The first month of summer was spent with on average at least 23 hours by myself, i had no will to leave my bed, and just felt pretty shitty about life. This spurred my want to start back up with therapy again, because i think there are some changes that need to be made in my life... so we'll see about that.
- Not having a job kind of sucks, but i don't really have too much of a problem being poor. I've been applying to places, and actually had the second interview of my life last week, but to no avail. It's time to grab some new app's, it seems.
- Luckily, i haven't developed any "crushes" so far this summer, so that isn't some trivial thing that takes up my time.. I HAVE developed a newfound interest in redheads, though.. outside of the "pure gingers", of course (lolz). They grab my attention every now and then.. and that is interesting to me.
- With no job and not too many hobbies to grab my time, i have been sleeping more, and that is worth pointing out because i am remembering at least one-two dreams each night. They are amazingly interesting, if i do say so myself, and i feel as if i need to start jotting these down... but my constantly prevalent laziness is keeping me from doing just that. We'll see about all this..
- I have spent whatever productive time i have rustled up attempting to better my intellignece this summer. Through the development of new vocabularly (i now know what "munificent" means!), and my interest in psychological research, i feel as if i can benefit in the future from something like this.
V, <3, & :]
-ian