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wow, i have no idea how, but these days are just slipping away right before my eyes, and it's freaking me out.
i do not have enough time in the day to do what i want, then i spend my days wondering where the time went...
why don't i have time to talk to the few friends i actually still have? i don't know... but i'm in a daze about it.
i spend 21 hours of my day alone, essentially, and that's with me factoring in class time. this is the norm for me, now. is that a bad thing??
i laid out on the grass tonight, and watched the stars for 20 or so minutes, just trying to stop THINKING for once. while smoking, of course. that's no good. i don't care.
it's that time of year to start listening to The Good Life's "October Leaves". it's quite fitting, you know? plus, their new album... wow. words cannot explain it.
and now i am told to just keep an eye out for psychotic characteristics in my behavior, i.e. hallucinations, voice-hearing, etc.
thanks for those amazing genes of yours, pops.
and dear lauren, sister. i love you with all my heart, and wish i could be around you all the time, truly. but it seems like most of the time this is one-sided, which falls in line with some of these other people. talk to me soon. please.
i do not have enough time in the day to do what i want, then i spend my days wondering where the time went...
why don't i have time to talk to the few friends i actually still have? i don't know... but i'm in a daze about it.
i spend 21 hours of my day alone, essentially, and that's with me factoring in class time. this is the norm for me, now. is that a bad thing??
i laid out on the grass tonight, and watched the stars for 20 or so minutes, just trying to stop THINKING for once. while smoking, of course. that's no good. i don't care.
it's that time of year to start listening to The Good Life's "October Leaves". it's quite fitting, you know? plus, their new album... wow. words cannot explain it.
and now i am told to just keep an eye out for psychotic characteristics in my behavior, i.e. hallucinations, voice-hearing, etc.
thanks for those amazing genes of yours, pops.
and dear lauren, sister. i love you with all my heart, and wish i could be around you all the time, truly. but it seems like most of the time this is one-sided, which falls in line with some of these other people. talk to me soon. please.