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[shallowogre]

tired of being sick
my stomache is about to explode
i feel ugly today
i took a shower and i still feel grose
i have a family easter to atend tomarow
i dont really want to go
all I do is bitch
i even anoy myself
or pick stupid fights
im not sure why
kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk and then i die
fuck this
fuck you
fuck fuck fuck fuck
balls
i had a weird day today
a strange vibe over the whole of it
it had nothing to do with the events of the day
just a weird vibe
since I woke up
and still now
i want to write more poetry
but my poetry isnt anything special
maybe im just sick
or maybe i should just shut up

"how am I not myself"