day 1
holidays have officially started. i dont know if i should feel happy or what. Somehow i feel kind of not used to this life, seriously. For the past few weeks i have been studying and studying. Sleeping only like 5 to 6 hours a day. I am truely amazed at how far my desperation could really take me to. Basically i was in a state of panic when i realized that i am seriously behind time and i have no choice but to sacrifice my sleep just to study.I was so stressed that i had smoked quite abit. TSK TSK!!! no choice ah!!! really too stressed until i had to smoke to feel a little more relaxed and go back to study! o wells. like they say life sucks take drugs.
As mentioned holidays are here. This time round holidays are sooooo short. Its only 1 month! i guess i would pretty much spend the rest of my holidays at home coz i dont think i would be looking for a job. Want to enjoy the rest of my hoilidays before the stressful semester start again. Then again theres so many things i want to say but i guess i shall save it until everything is confirmed.
I hope tmr would be a better day!
As mentioned holidays are here. This time round holidays are sooooo short. Its only 1 month! i guess i would pretty much spend the rest of my holidays at home coz i dont think i would be looking for a job. Want to enjoy the rest of my hoilidays before the stressful semester start again. Then again theres so many things i want to say but i guess i shall save it until everything is confirmed.
I hope tmr would be a better day!