it's probably too late but, for what it's worth...
i've become totally & utterly unhinged in the past two years. i didn't mean for it to be like this. my thoughts have become excessively deranged & irrational. i used to consider myself fairly cognitive until recently. i let so much rage build up that it came out in totally inappropriate times. i've been feeling a lot more tranquil. i'm trying my hardest to make up for lost time. i'm trying to fill my life with more constant beings. i whole-heartedly apologize to anyone that ever had any doubt it me. i want more of you to be apart of my life, especially more often.