i hate feeling this way.

[shallow_means]

but it seems to be a repetitive feeling.

i guess i'll suck it up and bite my tongue, like always. the taste of blood has become like a drug.

i guess i'll stuff my intuitive thoughts back into my head. i guess i'll disregard the fact that i've been right about this before.

i guess i'll give you your inch, so you can have your two hundred miles.

i really don't want to be my own worst enemy anymore.

actually, i don't want anymore enemies. i just want to feel normal.

saying "i told you so" isn't funny anymore. it actually never was. not in this context. i just hope i'm wrong.