Aug 11, 2007 10:22
It's been a while since I updated, according to LJ it's been 20 weeks. Well I've been busy moving forward.
Since my last update I have:
-Quit being an ARD
-Got a new home
-Attained a job at a public access station
-Reclaimed my job at the University Housing Office
-Interned at CBS 5
-Gone to LA in the shortest amount of time possible
-Had a sort of spiritual awakening
-Gotten closer to some of my friends
-Regrettably started to lose track of others
-Met with veterans of my trade to receive great advice
-Most importantly I have Confirmed Who I Am/Want to be
So I end this summer saying goodbye to "J." I entered Rezlife as "J." and I will leave him there.
This is my new Favorite Song... it is about giving up that which hold you back... even if it hurts. A new strength is gained from letting go of the past and embracing the strange and new.
"Your Smile Makes My Heart Explode"-
Running in a crowd, in a faceless town, I need to feel the touch of a friend
In a country side, I wonder far and wide, the isolation gets me again
I dont know where to go, when I feel like crying, Oh my
Its time to open myself, do something new, I want to stop and grow up a bit...
Then suddenly my power and confidence are swelling up,
magically erupt
And its all because the kindness that I feel, from people that I dont even know
Then suddenly my intuition and my wisdom grow, and then I know
That most of all, I sense compassions wield into strangers wherever I go
Thank you for waking me up
Up till now how many times I've tried to tell you "Please take care of yourself"
Then when tears stained eyes, I sadly said goodbye as I waited, wished you farewell
Then I thinked of help, how much longer I must wait
I looked inside myself, and feel something new, I want to stop and grow up a bit
Its all because I'm feeling sad and then I cried, I dont know why
The courage that I need, the power to succeed, gives me the strength to fly
Its all because of when I see, my friends, oh my, everytime
they're always behind me, pushing me home, riding the flyer and me (flyer and me)
Then suddenly my power and confidence are swelling up, magically erupt
And its all because the kindness that I feel from people that I don't even know
I wont forget the times we shared and our present days, always
And I'll never lose the strength to succeed, and the courage to do what I must
Your smile makes my heart explode!!!!