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1). He still believes Lucifer and God love him. It changes nothing. It might even make things worse.
2). He still loves Sobran. Mostly because it's habit, and it hurts.
3). He still occasionally falls into being a kept man (angel). This is another habit.
4). Wine now carries a faintly bitter aftertaste. He doesn't mind.
5). Sometimes he just wants to fuck Raguel.
6). This always startles him.
7). He finds himself wishing the ethereals in the bar were more closely related to those in his world. Or were in his world.
8). He wants someone, just once, to touch him without seeming as if they're revelling in either his holiness or profanity (such as it is).
9). Power plays amuse him. Particularly when they involve sex.
10). He is not free (or he does not believe he is).
2). He still loves Sobran. Mostly because it's habit, and it hurts.
3). He still occasionally falls into being a kept man (angel). This is another habit.
4). Wine now carries a faintly bitter aftertaste. He doesn't mind.
5). Sometimes he just wants to fuck Raguel.
6). This always startles him.
7). He finds himself wishing the ethereals in the bar were more closely related to those in his world. Or were in his world.
8). He wants someone, just once, to touch him without seeming as if they're revelling in either his holiness or profanity (such as it is).
9). Power plays amuse him. Particularly when they involve sex.
10). He is not free (or he does not believe he is).