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This journal is becoming useless. I'm not even sure that I remember why I started it in the first place. Barely anything good has come from it over the past couple of years... I guess, for some reason, I've felt obligated to continue doing this, but now I don't feel the motivation. It's becoming a chore and it shouldn't be that way.
I thought that I'd be able to use it for real feelings and ways of expressing myself, but it has lost those purposes. There are some things I'd rather talk about with certain people or no other people at all, so I've been withholding those things from this journal. But once I do that, I feel like I'm still updating this journal for nothing.
This isn't really an official goodbye quite yet. Who knows, this may prove more useful once I get to college. But as of now, I'll update as I please, like I've been doing the last couple of weeks.
I thought that I'd be able to use it for real feelings and ways of expressing myself, but it has lost those purposes. There are some things I'd rather talk about with certain people or no other people at all, so I've been withholding those things from this journal. But once I do that, I feel like I'm still updating this journal for nothing.
This isn't really an official goodbye quite yet. Who knows, this may prove more useful once I get to college. But as of now, I'll update as I please, like I've been doing the last couple of weeks.