Fuck it.

[shalinn]

 I've been sitting on oekaki, and looking at the sorry excuses of pictures i've produced just makes me want to shoot myself.
Seriously, what am I even doing drawing? It's not like I have a talent for it.
I try to make up for it with hard work, but even that can only take you so far.
So pathetic.

It's not like I'm gonna stop drawing or anything.
I'm

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[uru_k_22]

trust me... I went thru the same stress, and got depressed and kicked everything and it sucked hella cock

I stopped drawing, it's been years since I don't even try

so I'm glad you don't want to stop

8D maybe if you make a drawing for me, you'll feel inspired *fail*

<333 luv u sha-chan

[shalinn]

But you drew me that xmas pix last year!
It was so cute >_< <3

Sighh nah, there's no way ill stop, but it still just sucks.
Maybe ill draw you a portrait later on and get inspired haha!

Ilu2<3<3<3

[uru_k_22]

D: but they were chibis... I have a thing for them, and I enjoy making chibi portraits of my friends, it's great. Only when I try making an actual drawing, that's when I fail

:B if u never stop, u'll improve eventually. everyone takes their own time to improve and reach their own evolution, maybe you'll take longer but I'm sure if you like drawing so much... you'll be able to end up doing something you rly like one day. plus! artists are never satisfied with their own work XD so u'll never be able to say 'ohh this is perfect'

<333

[shalinn]

Thanks hun <3
I guess that's all true huh?

And if you want to draw then you should try, but I love your chibis forever so that's fine too haha<3 *still has it saved on the comp*

[uru_k_22]

^^
oww u still have it? <333

ohh maybe I can try making a cheer up chibi for you! D: *grabs paper and her crayons*

[shalinn]

Haha ofc I still have it<3

YAAY CRAYONS O_O <3 *haven't used for years*

[uru_k_22]

ohh wife ;_; *cries from happiness*

lol crayons are kickass