Oct 10, 2007 21:49
I need to do it and I mean FAST!
I think Rodney is slowly slipping away cause i'm so lazy and don't believe in myself more.
I don't want to lose him over something like this, but I know it hurts him to see me like this.
He won't marry me until I can prove to him that I don't expect him to buy things and support me all the time.
I don't know what i'd do without him to be here for me.
I need some motivation and I need it FAST !!!
I can't lose the only thing that makes me feel loved or wanted.
He is my life and I need my life to live,without life I am nothing,
just a souless, piece of shit....
I hope God can help me out on this one...
maybe he can be my MOTIVATION!