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I feel like a horrible author right now. I may only write fanfic but I had always been so good about keeping my stories updated and ahead of schedule and not taking a year to write. But this last year...oh my god, I have been so totally horrid about keeping anything updated. And then, I went and started a new one! ARGH...I am so bad! I've determined that the muse is never going to come back to Kick A Little, but that's okay, because it is pretty much done anyway. But it has given me an idea for another story that I am refusing to allow the muse to write since we have other ones out there we haven't finished yet! So, the muse is mad at me and I'm trying to make her work anyway. I've managed to get a partial chapter written for Worth Fighting For, but it's really slow going. I'm at a point that I'm putting a lemon in it and I know how I want it all to work out, but i have to get all my detail straight. Plus that chapter is going to give you a little more insight into the past and how we got to where we are now. Kiss This...oh dear lord I have neglected this so badly. And the funny part is, I've written through Chapter 22! And I only have posted through 16 I believe. EDIT: Okay, so I just went and looked, I have 20 chapters posted. still, there's more that I've done that I won't post until I fix the story. But I can't post the other chapters because I've been going back and editing and I've lost the essence of the story and I need to regain it. I don't like the direction I took it. But what you have to understand is that I started that story back in 2003 and I wrote these original chapters in 2004...so it needs to be edited because i have grown as a writer and changed the way I do things and I am NOT happy with the way the story is now. So it MUST change. I did a poll awhile ago because I was in the mood for a smutty major lemony one shot but the muse started it and said, nope, I quit! Damn her anyway! ugh! I am so frustrated right now.
I just edited part of chapter 20 of Kiss This and I closed it without saving. I'll have to do it again. Damn it! Oh well, something to work on later.