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welcome to the end of october.
did anyone else realize that it came and went way too fast??
I feel like this month is an inbetween...
between the beginning and ending of the school term--- a time where you know stress is just around the corner, if not currently poking you in the eye..
the beginning of the end of the year-- when haloween is coming, but people are still getting ready for christmas--
This will be the first christmas without my dad--- without going to my grandparents and opening a billion unwanted presents--
but the second in germany.
I like christmas, because I know what to expect- I know what formula the day follows..
But this year-- It's going to be upsidedown... I'll be in a different time zone, and far far away from all but two of the people who mean something to me.
either way, Im looking forward to the expirence... and the language barrier... oh goodneess...
Sometimes I feel like my curret school and work situation is holding me back..
Im ready to start life---
Im ready to get out on my own...
I think..
But I won't know until I get there.
ready or not, I want to get out there.
This entry is going nowhere--- and it has no purpose at all---
but, like with all my entries-- I feel compelled to write something.
Horse Day is fast approaching--- oh, how the years go by..
This will be the 4th annuual Horse Party-
Fourth!!
when you can remember things from over 4 years ago, you know you're old.
But Im glad the tradition is still going strong.
Speaking of going strong...
Last night I made dinner... for Chris, Marsha and Mike...
oh. and it was De-Licious...
Id cook more often... If I werent so lazy.
I see Chris way too little...
I'll have to kidnap him-- and take him far far away off this rock--
(by Rock, i mean earth)
and that doesnt mean that Im going to commit a murder suicide--- Im not that nuts--- yet.
oh, I have to go shower and go to work--
Here come the bucks, here come the bucks...
adieu, athousand times...
did anyone else realize that it came and went way too fast??
I feel like this month is an inbetween...
between the beginning and ending of the school term--- a time where you know stress is just around the corner, if not currently poking you in the eye..
the beginning of the end of the year-- when haloween is coming, but people are still getting ready for christmas--
This will be the first christmas without my dad--- without going to my grandparents and opening a billion unwanted presents--
but the second in germany.
I like christmas, because I know what to expect- I know what formula the day follows..
But this year-- It's going to be upsidedown... I'll be in a different time zone, and far far away from all but two of the people who mean something to me.
either way, Im looking forward to the expirence... and the language barrier... oh goodneess...
Sometimes I feel like my curret school and work situation is holding me back..
Im ready to start life---
Im ready to get out on my own...
I think..
But I won't know until I get there.
ready or not, I want to get out there.
This entry is going nowhere--- and it has no purpose at all---
but, like with all my entries-- I feel compelled to write something.
Horse Day is fast approaching--- oh, how the years go by..
This will be the 4th annuual Horse Party-
Fourth!!
when you can remember things from over 4 years ago, you know you're old.
But Im glad the tradition is still going strong.
Speaking of going strong...
Last night I made dinner... for Chris, Marsha and Mike...
oh. and it was De-Licious...
Id cook more often... If I werent so lazy.
I see Chris way too little...
I'll have to kidnap him-- and take him far far away off this rock--
(by Rock, i mean earth)
and that doesnt mean that Im going to commit a murder suicide--- Im not that nuts--- yet.
oh, I have to go shower and go to work--
Here come the bucks, here come the bucks...
adieu, athousand times...