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i feel so flipping ugly. ok heres the deal. today the guys in my class made a 10 hottest girls list. acutally they made about 6. on the first 2 lists i was too ugly to even be on the list. then on the third i came seventh. on the fourth i came eighth. and then on the other two i also didn't appear on the list.
oh and of course theres the whole snobbiest list. yeah i came first. I really don't know why. I mean i'm not the nicest person in the world. i am also not snobby. I hope that they just don't know what snobby means. Because i could say alot of mean things about myself but snobby is not one of them until now. Hmmm I wonder if they made and over-all disgusting/snobby/bitch/ugly/fat girl list would I come first. It doesn't help that my best friends Andy and Nahan think I'm fat. they're like yeah you have big lips and you have alot of pimples, hey look your eyes arent the same size, blah blah blah. I've stopped wondering why I came dead last. I think I will just go into depression. I wonder if theres a loser club of Vancouver. I could run for president. I feel so fat today. I've never felt this fat. I don't even think its from the list. I think it is just the fact that people i know don't even fit into 24" and I'm a 26. EEWWWW I'm like a three in dohrhinas, and they're still really tight.
I HATE MY COMPUTER!!! I don't know what's wrong with it, it keeps shutting down my MSN. This program is not responding windows will now proceed to shut it down. It gets so frustrating.
Well I actually have to go do my project now. I can't draw monkeys. Can anyone lend some advice I got the legs and the head just can't get the torso.
oh and of course theres the whole snobbiest list. yeah i came first. I really don't know why. I mean i'm not the nicest person in the world. i am also not snobby. I hope that they just don't know what snobby means. Because i could say alot of mean things about myself but snobby is not one of them until now. Hmmm I wonder if they made and over-all disgusting/snobby/bitch/ugly/fat girl list would I come first. It doesn't help that my best friends Andy and Nahan think I'm fat. they're like yeah you have big lips and you have alot of pimples, hey look your eyes arent the same size, blah blah blah. I've stopped wondering why I came dead last. I think I will just go into depression. I wonder if theres a loser club of Vancouver. I could run for president. I feel so fat today. I've never felt this fat. I don't even think its from the list. I think it is just the fact that people i know don't even fit into 24" and I'm a 26. EEWWWW I'm like a three in dohrhinas, and they're still really tight.
I HATE MY COMPUTER!!! I don't know what's wrong with it, it keeps shutting down my MSN. This program is not responding windows will now proceed to shut it down. It gets so frustrating.
Well I actually have to go do my project now. I can't draw monkeys. Can anyone lend some advice I got the legs and the head just can't get the torso.