bored and down....
sigh. cranky mood right now. feels like im isolated in a small town where theres nothing to do...oh wait. i AM already in this situation...this is baaad. i hate my life right now. i shouldve just packed up and left for taiwan when i had the chance too....fuck >:( i dont know if you guys know what im talkin bout, but yeah, everyone seems to be having so much fun!! i want piece of that too. i think i am homesick...whats making it worse is that im stuck here in the computer lab...waiting for a ride. and this place closes at 8 30. its 6 18 already. the weather sucks, no ones online, and its fucking cold. nothing seems familiar. dont know how these folks ever survive in this monotony....i need a car. i need to know how to drive first though, dammit. arrrgh!!!! i feel like screaming!!! but i know i will get shooed out by the lab assistant. fuckfuckfuck!!!!! somebody, save me.