Screwed.

Dec 14, 2002 01:29

LJ Ana Barros: Look, I know I can just buy my own house or whatever, but Amy offered it cause she was moving out.
Dloc LJ: I frankly don't see we have anything to talk about
Dloc LJ: you made your choice
Dloc LJ: no problem
Dloc LJ: I'm find with that
LJ Ana Barros: are you sure?
Dloc LJ: Yes, I just hope you are fine with me getting a new roommate
Dloc LJ: It can be lonely
LJ Ana Barros: You just told me, that you needed space
LJ Ana Barros: Thats why I came back to LA in the first place.
Dloc LJ: True, but there is nothing wrong with having a friend around
Dloc LJ: I need space romantically
LJ Ana Barros: Ok...
Dloc LJ: I hope you don't mind that my friend is a girl
LJ Ana Barros: Of course I don't mind.
Dloc LJ: Cool if its alright with you
LJ Ana Barros: So.. are we ok then?
Dloc LJ: no
LJ Ana Barros: I want us to be OK.. Tell me what I need to do to make that happen.
Dloc LJ: Its nothing you need to do, that is what I don't like about you
Dloc LJ: you always seem so desperate
Dloc LJ: willing to change yourself
Dloc LJ: in exchange for someone's love
Dloc LJ: I don't want that
Dloc LJ: Its normal for couples to get in fights
LJ Ana Barros: I know, but.. uh....
Dloc LJ: what?
LJ Ana Barros: Its just that losing you scares me...
LJ Ana Barros: I don't mean to come off as desperate
Dloc LJ: stop being so damn scared
Dloc LJ: thats life
LJ Ana Barros: I can't help it..
Dloc LJ: live by the moment, not by what may happen in the future
LJ Ana Barros: Look how quick you were to break up with me..
Dloc LJ: Not break up, split up
LJ Ana Barros: "What the hell? Did I miss something? Moving in with another guy? Fuck that. Until further notice, we are broken up."
Dloc LJ: ...and I still want to do that for the time being, just a week or so, I need to get myself together
LJ Ana Barros: ok
Dloc LJ: Please don't be sad, it just makes things harder
Dloc LJ: This time apart will make our relationship stronger
LJ Ana Barros: I can't help the way I feel. I'm not as sad as I would've been. I had a feeling it was comming to this.
LJ Ana Barros: I trust you.. so if thats what we need then ok..
Dloc LJ: I'm glad to hear that.
LJ Ana Barros: *smile*
Dloc LJ: *laughs* You always make me laugh, because you smile at the most awkward of times
LJ Ana Barros: *laughs a little*

So, its over for the moment. Now I will seize the moment...
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