Jan 12, 2008 11:51
So, I am completely beaming with happiness! I bet you can see it from here.
AHHH! Last night was beyond amazing! I can't even explain it in human words. haha. It was insane! So I got to spend time with Sarah which was wondrous! Then, I figured out that I was play "Rock Band" and "Guitar Hero" and not completely suck at them. That made me hapy also. I never did get to play DDR. lol. Oh well. I don't have the hand eye corrdination to play them, I'm guessing. Sarah had dinosuars on her cake, which Laurel found out had pull-tabs on them. So, inevitably she pulled one. Then we managed to figure out that they "roawred" or what not. I was very easily amused by these little creatures. BUWAHAHA!
On to the next so good part of the night. :( We were all playing guitar hero and Sarah's dad walked in not at a very convinient time, (life lesson # 1] Don't hold hands while the parents are around, (at least for now). lol. :X And I think Sarah got yelled at. I felt so bad, and guilty on my part. But in my eyes and I'm pretty sure in Sarah's eyes too, we weren't doing anything wrong. I don't understand why they can't just be okay with it. She's happy, what's wrong with that?! Isn't that what every parent wants is for their child?! Is for them to be happy?! Its frusterating. But I know it'll all work out in the end, one way or another.
I'm excited though; we're suppossed to hang out tomorrow. eeek! That'll be fun, if it does happen. I just love being around her, she's so much fun, and she makes me smile all the time, not many people have the ability with me. So, that's a major plus! I've found my happy place. And I'm incredibly greatful for that, that I also can't explain to people how good this feeling is.
Nothing from Gabe yet. I don't know what to do about that one. It's her move now I did my part, its on her shoulders now. :D
anxious,
party,
happy place,
girlfriend