recent activites...
Our Florida trip was the trip from HELL! Not because it wasn't fun but just because it was so stressful. FIRST, my computer wireless car killed itself and is causing me to have to get a new laptop which isn't all bad. Then, on the way home our van's engine blew up so it's completely trashed AND when I got home our desktop's router killed itself! UGH!
Other than that FL was a blast. I got really tan and had a great time. But, I'm glad to be home, after awhile I begin to SLIGHTLY miss home. And I missed Sarah and some of my friends.
I have another psychologist appointment Thursday morning, which is really worrying me because the voices in my head aren't going away. Nothing I do is making them "go away" They quiet at times but they never SHUT UP! It's extremely frusterating. I'm just scared of what the next step is in this proccess... *sigh*
Also, I think I am going to have to get my medication either upped or changed. Because no one is really noticing a difference... maybe I'm just making assumptions too soon, BUT, I'm still pretty angry most of the time, though I'm hiding it better. The only thing I'm noticing that's different is that I don't act on my cutting urges as much which is a major plus.
4th of July Sarah and I are going up to Coventry to watch Rocky Horror Picture Show and dress up for the event! Wooot! :D A few of our friends are going so it should be a blast!
Also, we're going to Vermont on the 5-10 of July! Yaayyy! I can't wait. It's going to be just the two of us because we decided we need to just GET AWAY for a while. :)
Other than that FL was a blast. I got really tan and had a great time. But, I'm glad to be home, after awhile I begin to SLIGHTLY miss home. And I missed Sarah and some of my friends.
I have another psychologist appointment Thursday morning, which is really worrying me because the voices in my head aren't going away. Nothing I do is making them "go away" They quiet at times but they never SHUT UP! It's extremely frusterating. I'm just scared of what the next step is in this proccess... *sigh*
Also, I think I am going to have to get my medication either upped or changed. Because no one is really noticing a difference... maybe I'm just making assumptions too soon, BUT, I'm still pretty angry most of the time, though I'm hiding it better. The only thing I'm noticing that's different is that I don't act on my cutting urges as much which is a major plus.
4th of July Sarah and I are going up to Coventry to watch Rocky Horror Picture Show and dress up for the event! Wooot! :D A few of our friends are going so it should be a blast!
Also, we're going to Vermont on the 5-10 of July! Yaayyy! I can't wait. It's going to be just the two of us because we decided we need to just GET AWAY for a while. :)